Thursday, December 10, 2009

Mon Coeur

All I ask from you is to be truthful. Untuk kau selalu setia.
I ask from you to be there for me, especially for the times I need you the most.
Saat diriku luka. When my world seem to come to an end.

My promise, is to take care of you. From your waking days to your sleeping nights.
Be it in your dreams and reality world
I will always be there for you. In life now and thereafter.

Jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan diriku.

I know I'm just a weak being. Yang selalu jatuh. Unlike, you, able to withstand anything.
I'm nothing compared to you. When you appeared, all I can do is run. Sadly, when I stopped running. You decide to pretend and move away. You gave up.


This is as heart full as I can do here.

I've tried to do the right thing. Asked myself, if it's really the right thing to do. Asked if it's really meant for me to keep. Meant for me to fight. Meant for me to prove. When I try to forget. Once more, when I try to run away. Things and paths just seems to cross again. I've tried avoiding. I've tried blocking. I've tried ignoring, though it hurts me doing so.
In my confusion, path just seemed to cross again. Right now, my only fight is to get into the right path. I'm only searching for the truth.
All I can do now, is hope for the better. I cannot, and for will ever, know if the thing that I'm doing is the right thing to do. All I know, when that thing feels right. When that thing feels surreal. When that thing feels forever. You should cherish it. Not to question it. Not to doubt it.

[izati]

Friday, December 4, 2009

Ne me quitte pas

Tu me manque beacoup. Take time to realise, I am by your side. I'm right here. In front of you. I can't keep on spelling it out for you.

Est-ce que tu m'entend? We don't have to wonder, if we missed out on each other. Because that's the reality right now. I've been waiting. But, I can't keep on spelling it out to you.

Mon etoile d'espoir, ne me quitte pas, s'il vous plait.

Di sebalik kesulitan ada kebaikan.

-izati-