Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Virus! Careful now
This is bad!
This is very bad!
Gotta Be careful Citizens of Brunei. In a week the virus spread fast.
Just look at the graph produced by Brudirect.com members:
This is horrifying. Hopefully the rest of the Anak-anak ayam who will be joining the rest in Brunei.
Have a safe trip you guys.
XOX,
Blackbuterfly
This is very bad!
Gotta Be careful Citizens of Brunei. In a week the virus spread fast.
Just look at the graph produced by Brudirect.com members:
This is horrifying. Hopefully the rest of the Anak-anak ayam who will be joining the rest in Brunei.
Have a safe trip you guys.
XOX,
Blackbuterfly
Friday, June 26, 2009
Feelings
Hard to describes feelings..These emotions..
How you feel deep inside, I guess you can describe it. Into your own words. To make other people, your audience, feel what you feel. You would describe them in ways imaginable just so your audience can feel what you feel. Can understand what you've just endured. Then you'll feel good about yourself because your audience will say "Don't worry. Everything is alright. I know how you feel."
Moments later you'll find yourself in the same position as before. Helpless and Hopeless. Thinking,"Hey! Those people cannot actually say that they exactly know how I feel. How could they? They don't have what I have. Sure they have similar things like I do, but not the exact same thing that I have. So, how could they claim that they know how I feel? They could not have endured the things that I've endured. Exactly to the very detailed way I've endured it." Then you'll feel sad again. Knowing that you are alone. You find yourself in the darkest corner. Sitting. Barely noticeable. Alone. Sad isn't it?
Now, Here I go again.
This is how I feel. Sad, un-comprehensible, left alone and hanging on a thread that is meant to break any moment.
Will this cycle of emotions ever end?
xox,
Blackbuterfly
How you feel deep inside, I guess you can describe it. Into your own words. To make other people, your audience, feel what you feel. You would describe them in ways imaginable just so your audience can feel what you feel. Can understand what you've just endured. Then you'll feel good about yourself because your audience will say "Don't worry. Everything is alright. I know how you feel."
Moments later you'll find yourself in the same position as before. Helpless and Hopeless. Thinking,"Hey! Those people cannot actually say that they exactly know how I feel. How could they? They don't have what I have. Sure they have similar things like I do, but not the exact same thing that I have. So, how could they claim that they know how I feel? They could not have endured the things that I've endured. Exactly to the very detailed way I've endured it." Then you'll feel sad again. Knowing that you are alone. You find yourself in the darkest corner. Sitting. Barely noticeable. Alone. Sad isn't it?
Now, Here I go again.
This is how I feel. Sad, un-comprehensible, left alone and hanging on a thread that is meant to break any moment.
Will this cycle of emotions ever end?
xox,
Blackbuterfly
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Back in NYC
Been here for exactly one week now. Nothing much changed around the city. New protests here and there. Loud honking noises of the cars. Loud sounds from the renovation machinery. Just plain Loud every where. Inside and Out.
No wonder I feel I want to scream everyday that I spend around here. But, the only thing that keeps me sane is the sight of my family. Once again re-united after the long 9 months academic 1st year of Uni.
My family will always be there for me no matter what I end up doing. I love them.
I really do want to scream right now. I'm in such in a confusion state that, I can't even think straight. I know I have to put my head high and release every tension there is to it. SiGH. Why is this happening to me again?
No wonder I feel I want to scream everyday that I spend around here. But, the only thing that keeps me sane is the sight of my family. Once again re-united after the long 9 months academic 1st year of Uni.
My family will always be there for me no matter what I end up doing. I love them.
I really do want to scream right now. I'm in such in a confusion state that, I can't even think straight. I know I have to put my head high and release every tension there is to it. SiGH. Why is this happening to me again?
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