Kepastian Cinta

Hargailah wanita yang bernama ibu dan isteri kepada dirimu wahai kaum lelaki.

I was reading this note of a dearest friend of mine after sahur. Hope it will inspire you as much as it did to me.

I was watching tv after sahur. And the show was about a woman who greeted her husband from work with a sour face. She was angry because she feels/thought her husband would marry some other woman. I love the conversation made between the two.

Husband: Senyumlah sikit..

Wife: Saidatina Aisyah ada senyum kah masa Rasulullah kan kawin lagi?

The husband stayed quiet, while the wife repeats the same question again.

Husband: Tiada yang meriwayatkan bahawa Saidatina Aisyah senyum ketika Rasulullah ingin bernikah lagi. Tetapi yang pastinya Saidatina Aisyah menerima hakikat bahawa Rasulullah ingin bernikah lagi.

Wife: Jadi kamu menerima poligami yang di praktis Rasulullah? Kamu ingin bernikah lagi?

Husband: Astaghfirullah. Kenapa kamu curiga amat?

Wife: Kerana aku mencintai kamu lebih dari kamu mencintai aku.

And then a door-to-door salesperson came and the husband went out. The salesperson was selling the books that was written by the husband.

Husband: Kenapa aku mesti membeli apa yang aku punya?

Salesperson: Kadang kalanya kita harus membeli walaupun kita tahu kita yang punya.

Husband suddenly thinks about his wife. Maybe I must also buy her heart punya look on his face.

Husband: Bolehkah kita membeli kepercayaan isteri..?

Salesperson: ooo.. itu kita tidak boleh membelinya. Wanita ini memang lumrahnya curiga. Kita harus menjual apa yang disukainya.

Husband: apa?

Salesperson: Janji.

Then the husband went in and talked to his wife.

Husband: sorry ya. Hanya kamulah yang ada di hatiku.

Wife: *sarcastic* ooo terima kasih yaa. Suweet banget deh kamu. *rolls her eyes*

Husband: Kenapa kamu? Sudah aku serius, kamu bercanda.

Wife: okeh. Aku serius ni. Aku menghargai janji kamu.

Husband smiles and stood from his seat.

Wife: tetapi sorry saja tidak mencukupi. Kamu harus bicara sama KaLila (the girl that the wife was curiga of) bahawa kamu TIDAK akan menikahinya.

Husband: Kenapa aku harus bicara seperti itu? Gila apa? Kamu kejam sungguh ya.

Wife: Semua yang memiliki akan tampak lebih kejam kerna ingin melindungi apa yang dimilikinya.

Husband went out to masjid and talked to the imam.

Imam: Eh aneh banget sih. Kenapa kamu tidak bicara saja sama KaLila.

Husband: Gila!

Imam: Atau kamu masih membuka pintu kamu untuk mencintai.

Husband: Pintu aku sudah tutup!

Imam: Kamu yakin pintu kamu sudah tutup. Kamu tidak kunci barangkali.

Imam: Masih buka sedikit barangkali. Untuk di intip? *smiles knowingly*

Husband: Arrghh!

Imam: Kamu akan sibuk nanti.

Husband: kenapa?

Imam: Kamu memang pandai mencintai tapi tidak pandai memiliki. Kamu akan sibuk nanti kerana akan lahir wanita2 yang cantik dan kamu akan terus mencintai.

[Blackbuterfly]

life

Life is what you make out of it. It's the choices that makes us, Us. With hard work, determination, luck and keredhaanNya. InsyaAllah. Things will certainly go your way. Remember.

[blackbuterfly]

Au cafe de paris

Je garde norte amour pour toujours. Vous me donner la joie. Vous me donner un tel bonheur. Je suis bein avec toi, mon amour. Comme je vous aimes. Oui je vous aimes.

Un jour je te dirai que je vous aimes. C'est mots d'amour. Je le garde pour l'instance. Je vous aime, mon amour.

Toi, le monde. Ce soir je vais me dance avec mon amour. Oui je l'aime. Oui je vous aime.

Comme le premier soir au cafe de paris.

[blackbuterfly]

Awaiting Moment

Wuhhoo.. :)

Wuhhoooo... :)

Wuuuuhhhooooooooo :)

6 days left. Alhamdullilah. Balik Kampung. Finally. After 4?5?Years.

Wuhhhoooooowwwuuuuhhhoooowwuuhhoooowwuuuuhhhhoooowwuuuhhhhooooo

My Stranger

I've never told you this, I do fancy you. You are by far not on the list of my needs right now. But somehow, you've appeared in my life. Showing me, teaching me the ways of life.

Never thought that you would choose me. Never would have thought fate would bring me a person such as you into my life. And for that I am very grateful.

I know, the moment I set my eyes on you I will be safe. I know you cannot do me wrong. I see truth. I am where I belong. Finally I know I am not alone.

I would like to think that we were never strangers, You and I. I would like to think that we've just drifted apart for a while, waiting for the right time to reconcile. You and I, we're meant to be.

You are my stranger. As I am yours.

You had me at Hello. Welcome to my world stranger.

[Blackbuterfly]

Kepastian Cinta

Permintaan hatiku, adalah untuk bersama mu. Diriku hilang bila jauh daripada mu. Diriku, hatiku, akan sentiasa setia kepadamu. Engkau lah pada tempat ku bahagia. Inilah kepastian hati ku.

[Blackbuterfly]

Knock, Knock

Knock- knock, the sound of my door. What can be lingering outside my door at midnight. Scared. I say my prayers as I reach for my door.

I listen carefully for the footsteps or breathings outside. No sound. "Who is it?" I asked. No reply.

I decided not to open.

My phone then started to ring. Ring. Ring.

It was an unknown call. As I picked it up, no one was heard on the other line. I hung up.

Knock, knock goes my door again. I decided to let it go. It is midnight after all. I have to catch up with my sleep.

My phone received a text. It was an empty text, from an unknown number. Scary.

Knock knock. My door sounds again. From my bed I asked "who is it?" No reply

As I approach my door. I say my prayers for it to be something worth while.

I opened the door. I thank the Al-Mighty for His gracious gift.

Lesson of the story, Never be afraid to grab odd opportunities. They are a gift from above. You might not get a second chance. Great things comes in small packages. Be thankful for everything you have and everything you do not have. Everything happens for a reason.

As for what I receive tonight, we'll just reserve that story for another time.

Take care,

Blackbuterfly.

The thing is..

She said that I should just stop writing on this blog. No one reads it anyway. Even if it's being read once a while, all the readers are ever going to read about is complete utter nonsense. Kata-kata dari adik manja ku.

Well, to me writing on this blog is a must. If I do not release the tension here, it will be placed else where. Individuals that surrounds me will suffer the consequence.

Besides that of the topic above, I've decided to change the layout of this site. It looked completely dull before. Now I think it is absolutely suited my moods and for the things I'm about to write in the future.

As for now, as I lay on this bed waiting for the drug to kick in to put me to sleep. I beat you adieu. I've been attacked by the Flu virus.

Till next time.

Blackbuterfly

Say what you need to say

It hurts when you expect something to happen that day, but it doesn't happen. You go out, everything falls into place but by the end of the day, the important thing does not happen. It hurts. It can really mess up you mind and mood.

It hurts having something bottled up in you for so long. It hurts knowing. It hurts hearing. It hurts hoping.

I just wish we could all say what we need to say. So none of us linger in the midst of what if's.

Is it that hard to confess?Is it that hard to say?

Just say what you need to say

-Blackbuterfly-