Feelings

Hard to describes feelings..These emotions..

How you feel deep inside, I guess you can describe it. Into your own words. To make other people, your audience, feel what you feel. You would describe them in ways imaginable just so your audience can feel what you feel. Can understand what you've just endured. Then you'll feel good about yourself because your audience will say "Don't worry. Everything is alright. I know how you feel."

Moments later you'll find yourself in the same position as before. Helpless and Hopeless. Thinking,"Hey! Those people cannot actually say that they exactly know how I feel. How could they? They don't have what I have. Sure they have similar things like I do, but not the exact same thing that I have. So, how could they claim that they know how I feel? They could not have endured the things that I've endured. Exactly to the very detailed way I've endured it." Then you'll feel sad again. Knowing that you are alone. You find yourself in the darkest corner. Sitting. Barely noticeable. Alone. Sad isn't it?

Now, Here I go again.
This is how I feel. Sad, un-comprehensible, left alone and hanging on a thread that is meant to break any moment.

Will this cycle of emotions ever end?

xox,
Blackbuterfly