Sunday, January 31, 2010

A NIGHT STORY BY ACOUSTIC [Part 1]

Close your eyes, I want to show you something.

I wonder what he is up to this time. Hee. Kay, but don’t keep it too long. You’re making me curious.

Promise you won’t look.

Yeah, I promise.

Well, close your eyes then. This way.

You can look now. Woowwww~! That’s so beautiful! You think so?

Yeeaahhh! I can see everything from up here… look! That’s the island we went to the other day.

I know. I couldn’t believe it’s that far.

Yeah, it was. But it was worth the boat trip wasn’t it? The wind, the smell of the sea, the sky, blue everywhere…

I lost my cap.

Well that’s your own fault for not holding on to it. I told you over and over you should hold on to it.

You could have spoken louder.

Its common sense isn’t it? I bought you that as well.

I made up for you didn’t I?

Yeah. I haven’t had McDonalds’s in a long time. Hahaha.

……………

This is the first time we all have ever done this together. It really is fun. I mean, no parents, just you and your friends. You really were telling the truth. Hahaha.

What, you thought I was lying? I told you it would be worth your while. Only you kept on saying oh, I don’t want to. What if this, what if that… now look who’s smiling all the time?

Can’t I? Hahaha. I had the greatest time of my life. Why wouldn’t I be smiling?

Well, I’m just glad you had fun. Really?

Yeah. Makes it all the more worthwhile for all that effort in trying to persuade you into coming here.

Yiiihhhhh~ I thought you really meant it there. But I did!

Hahaha.

……………………………

I wish he was here right now… It would’ve been so much more fun if he was here. He really knows how to have a good time. And all this fun we could have had together.

You miss him?

Yeah… but at least he told me he’ll propose to me as soon as he got back. That’ll make things more “official”. That gives me something to look forward to!

Did he? Good for you then.

Hey... something wrong. No. Why?

Dunno. You kinda spaced out a bit just now. Was I? My mind was somewhere else just now.

That got me thinking. When exactly are you going to get a girlfriend?

Why ask that question all of a sudden?

Just suddenly crossed my mind. Haven’t found a girl who can steal that lion heart of yours?

Well… not really.

Not really?? Really?! Wowwww! I thought no one could have attracted you even the least bit. Who’s the lucky girl then?

Nah, not gonna tell you. Awww, cmonnnn.

No, seriously. Im not gonna say anything. And she probably wouldn’t want me anyway.

No girl can resist you, you know. I have lots of girl friends who keep bugging me, asking me for your phone number and your email.

Did you tell them then? Yeah. Cos some of them look like good matches to you.

If that’s what you think then I’m not interested. You always pick the wrong type of girls.

Every girl is the wrong type to you. You just can’t settle for one nice girl and stick to her.

You know I never had a girlfriend before.

Really? How about that girl the other day you were with at the mall? What girl?

You know. The one in West Street with you. I was gonna watch a movie, and I saw you in there with her.

She was stalking me, and stuck to me till I had to be harsh to her. What did you do?

Said that I’m not interested in her, she’s the most boring person I ever met, and although she’s cute but she certainly isn’t my type.

That’s really mean of you. What happened then?

Got slapped. Hahahaha.

It wasn’t my fault. She’s the one who stalked me.

Well, you are pretty cold hearted on women. Not everyone.

Cos I’m your friend from childhood, dummy. Of course you can’t be cold to me. If you are then I won’t ever speak to you again.

Hahaha. You know I won’t. Anyway, who is this girl you fancy?

Are you still getting on with this? Let’s just drop it okay?

Not until you tell me who she is. Why are you so curious anyway?

Cos I know you since we were small. It’ll be good to finally see you going out with someone other than me. And no girl ever won your heart before.

You’re being too dramatic.

Cmoooonnnnnnn~ just tell meee. What’s so hard about it?

You won’t understand.

How do you know I wouldn’t? I just do.

Yeah, Mr. Know-it-all. And since when I never understand your problems? I’m always there for you aren’t I?

Yeah, true. Still, I’m not gonna tell you.

You are such an ass. Hahaha.

You got me all curious now. I’m not gonna let this go you know, so might as well tell me now.

Not now, alright.

If not now, when? We’re not gonna see each other in a veerryyy long time after this you know.

Well… Just tell me. Pleeeaaaseee~?

… alright alright. But promise me you won’t be over reactive later.

Why would I be over reactive?

Hey, I know you. You get all perked up over things like this. More than you necessarily should.

Hahaha. Alright, I promise. Well, here goes…

You don’t have to be so nervous. Hahaha.

Wait… they’re playing a song now. Another acoustic.

Heyyyyy~ this is that songgg. I love this one!

Care for a dance then?

I didn’t know you can dance. You don’t know half the things about me.

Just don’t stamp on my shoes. They’re brand new.

I bought them for you, silly. Oh yeah. Hahaha.

Anyway…

His hands… they’re so… so warm. Now that I think of it, he never touched me before. His grip on me… that’s so… soft…maybe this is why everyone’s wanted him so much.

Sigh…

He really can dance. If only he can dance like this. I would ask him to dance to this song with me everyday. Hahaha.

It’s such a perfect night. Why can’t it not be that way…? This so sucks…

Why is his heart thumping so hard? He can’t be that nervous can he?

So warm… I’m not gonna be able to stand this. Her hands… so soft…

He looks so handsome tonight… why haven’t I notice it before? It’s probably cos of the suit… makes him look smarter than he already is. Hahaha.

So beautiful… so near, and yet so far away.

All the guys are watching… this is soooo weird.

It’s cos of you… you’re so stunning under the moonlight.

[end part 1]

Saturday, January 23, 2010

With thoughts

With all that's been happening. I do hope this time around you'll stay.
No more of the foolish fights and battles.
No more of those unnecessary exchange of words that were created by lies.
I want to rest in peace. This time around.

Mungkin kini ku akan tenang disampingmu

[izati]

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

New Year.

This is a really late post for the greeting the New Year, 2010. It's better late than never.
What was great about last year. I guess, I have to say about the most part of last year. From the start of it, Jan 2009 till June 2009. Twas great. I am greatly missing those moments where I feel that I can fly freely without noticing the consequences. Without thinking about the consequences.

All great dreams has come to an end. Sadly.

The year began well 2009. Ended with a crash.

That's all in the past now. I sense a new direction for me in the year 2010. Start anew. Turn over a new leaf. Let the past be a lesson. Let it not bring yourself down. The future not depends on what happened in the past. It depends on the decisions that we make out of it. :)

Set sail for the bright new future that's ahead.

-izati-